If you have a moment…if you believe in prayer or if you have a good thought to throw out into the universe…I could use it.
I can’t say what it’s for right now. I mean, I could. I’m not under any kind of threat. Everybody is healthy. I don’t want to be vague. I just don’t want to jinx it.
Do you believe in the power of the jinx? I do.
I also believe in karma and isn’t it about time something good came our way?
That sounds really ungrateful now that I look at it. We have had a stream of good things in the last few years: a good move, good friends all over the country, our health and (general) happiness. The littles are thriving and growing and learning and charming everyone they meet. Please don’t think that I am refusing to acknowledge all that’s right about right now.
It’s just that this thing…this one little event. Could be…maybe…life-changing for us.
Again, it’s all about perspective. Is it as changing as some of the other events in our lives? No. So maybe I shouldn’t be making such a big deal.
Alright then, don’t worry about it. I’m sure it will all be fine no matter the outcome. I’ll quit staring at the ceiling when I should be sleeping and I’ll quit pre-emptively making plans.
Yep. Okay, we never had this discussion. Never you mind. How was your day? Good? Good.
(Are you there, God? It’s me, Jenn.)